CMA's

I am sitting here watching the CMA's and Trace Atkin is singing You're Going to Miss This and I swear everytime I hear this song I start bawling. There are so many times when things are just crazy and hectic and there is never a quiet moment until bedtime. Lately Conner has not stopped talking literally. He talks about everything and asks thousands of questions a day and expects me to answer him. It seriously drives me crazy. I usually just say uh-huh or yes. But then I listen to this song and realize I'm definitely going to miss this. Pretty soon he'll be a teenager and won't want to talk to me at all. He won't want to give me big hugs and kisses at night. He won't listen and obey. He won't want me to hold him or kiss his owies. He won't want me to pick out his clothes or cut his hair. He won't let me hold his hand when we cross the street. He won't want to play with me but rather his friends. I love my little boys so much. They bring me so much joy. I really enjoy them and love playing with them and teaching them new things. The days when nothing gets done around the house are usually the best because that means I was playing with the boys all day. Sometimes I wish they didn't have to grow up, that they could stay so cute and innocent forever. Whenever my dad comes to town he always tells me enjoy this time because before you know it they're going to be grown. He loved the time when we were little. I just love these times and this song. It always puts things in perspective more me and realize just relax and enjoy.