Miscarriage #2

Just to document, at nine weeks I miscarried again on Monday, Dec. 19th. This time was a lot worse than the last with pretty bad cramps and heavy bleeding the first two days. I just had a feeling from the very beginning that things weren't going to work out. I had not had any pregnancy symptoms except for fatigue which is normal for me. I had absolutely no nausea, which as time progressed I was grateful for and kept telling myself this is the best pregnancy ever. I am really just fine with everything but can't help but wonder if there is something wrong with me. Two miscarriages in a row is not fun. I just really would like Lucy to have a sister but maybe that's not meant to be. I'm pretty sure we're going to be taking a break for awhile. I just don't have the best timing. First time was while we were on vacation ready to go swimming and to a waterpark and this time right around Christmas. Not fun I tell ya, not fun at all.